tata??

sex is just sex, lifeless
checked into rehab, will be flying off for a cuppa... :P

my bad

due to jam packed schedule, agendas and other domestic crisis I've delayed my sex-lunch-quickie, dang! I've lost my f**** buddy, as the show begin, I have to answer an important call, by the time I finished he's gone, and I'm left feeling 'hungry' - Worst I'm about to meet my personal trainer...

I can't help myself from staring at the bulgy bulging bulge... aaaaaaaaaaa help me, need to be trained, my body! not my eye!!!!!

hence I'm zombified, left. leaving 'hungry' and pressured ... wohooo

trainer:: come on come on

me:: what?? kemut?? kemut?? (LOST)

powerless

I'm sober, badly, I'm counting days to leave, my happiness, my students, for a new stanza of joy, for something more promising... I'm paralyse, fail to orgasm...

April ??? who???

text msg from whoever, date 1st April, Rabu

sms : Hey semua orang, dengan persetujuan kedua belah pihak, keluarga saya (belah lelaki) telah setuju untuk menyatukan saya dan gf saya, minta maaf kerana last minute beritahu U all semua, sapa yang tahu jemput la hadir (SOMETHING LIKE THAT LA, hell! I can't remember all)

me : SAPA NI???

sms : I laaaa...kawan U

me : Ye la kawan mana satu??

sms : APRILLLLL FOOL.....

me : ??? tak kenal, sorry!

p/s - Honestly I can't remember who is he/she..until this moment, I fail to track who is this whoever....