fat hips :P

I'm into the 80's fashion scene, (now what?? 80's fashion and 60's man?? :))) As I strolled down to TopShop and Dorothy Perkin, I was so captivated with the fashions promoted, I bought few skinny jeans/legging (I'm far away from skinny) and went home and parade it, well I'm into my fat hips! never I bothered about them before, its always my bosom, busty, chest breassy me! now I'm madly in love with my fat meaty hips, wow! I'm amazed, self obsesses its not only fat, but I guess its firm in its own way, and I found 1 good reason to flaunt it (no more wide leg jeans, I'm a wide leg jeans devotee!not for this season, maybe :D)

Proudly to acknowledge everyone I'm self obsessed with my fat hips, hooray!!!~~~

Alicia Keys is my driving force to be in love with my super size hips! And other's are the on going thing for me, Kate Hudson, owh, speechless!


inspirations!


the story starts here......

tersenyumku bila warna ceria tiba

kusyukuri cenderamata maha esa -oneitchything

I'm thinking of going out with younger man, I mean boys, yeah... I bet TopShops provides array of the character of my in thing! Boys!

What I've been looking for :

1. tall + lanky
2. in board short and simple t/long sleeve with/cargo pants/shorts
   
3. hair : simple do, messy hairdo
   
4. wears sandals
5. (almost 40mins I failed to figure out what's next?)
6. yeah yeah I've tried at least!

inspiration: Adib (niece) 14, and Ihsan 16, one happy couple, pst: strength, love and passion, cinta budakbudak membawaku pergi jauh, good luck Witni and Bobi, I envy U

hiasan lambang cinta yang terlarang

You told me to meet you at the old KTM station, I'm all plugged with Rick Astley on my playlist. I saw you in your snickers and laid back casuals daily do, what is it? its still working hrs, aren't you supposed to be busy as usual?

Last few days:

me: feeling for for chapathi la today, want chapati want chapati
him: sorry dear I can't I'm berbuka puasa out
me: owh ok suddenly, outside?
him: It's better off if you don't ask why.
him: I wish there's some delivery service, so I can ask them to deliver to you

Our yesterday's cut off, I cant help myself when Im with you, I start to pull you off, we are standing overlooking the Corinthian big brick wall, the scenic the silence, the moment vow my hunger towards you. I wished to rip more than your clothes more than your skin, bare you off, no love no happy ending, only streaming endless lust and passionate kisses,

I'm all bruised when you tongued me, we left each other with no words no nothing but bruised that tattooed each other in varies way . I've promised I will never look back and say goodbye because I'm hungry for more

(Day 3)

"I'm feeling guilty and you well aware, but you don't look ashamed
and baby I'm not scared"

I've stupidly threw my sim card, so I'm not able to call you and you wouldn't able to reach me, I left you with the best memoir we've shared within days... You're the cancer in me

small dots

me: tqs for the flower/fruits/teddy bear/biscuits and milkkkkkkkkkkk
him: I sayang U, I just want you to be happy
me: yeah yeah yeah
me: U malu tak?

• i gemuk
• pakai baju color coding salah
• mata selalu merah
• comot
• would u want to hold my hand
• i pakai tudung, senget2, annoyingly
  

me: would u want to kiss/do smooches with me?
him: why not?
me: kiss me in the public? hold my hand?
him: didn't have any reason why I shouldn't
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me: I dont want to go on /pursue in our friendship anymore, tq bye!
him: is it? oh ok! Take care, have a nice day!
me: you u stop saying u sayang I?
him: oh cause I thought u'r leaving
me: will i be forgotten?
him: no
me: did I hurt u?
him: honestly, yes
me: I know
me: when I'm in the "mood" can I call? and do meet up and kiss u?
him: yeah sure
me: hey I like you!
him: I like you
me: can I meet you within this week
him: sure!
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1. he is the man who gives flowers/food/teddy bear/handwritten notes
2. listen to jazz
3. wear snickers on weekdays
4. everything that came out from his mouth makes me laugh/happy
5. he runs to the hospital just to hand in his hand written note to me
6. naughty
7. pious
8. old
9. make me wanting more of him
10. bad boy
11. does terawih!!!
12. tak gemuk tak kurus, sedang2,taller than me..grrrrr
    

• honestly im craving for him
• at the end of the day he is the one who is the-tak-boleh-pakai-man
• irresistible
  
• im crazy over him
• i said stupid things around him
• i guess i have to let him go
• good thing, but bad to keep
• biar gurauan seluruh cintamu ku dakap dalam tidur panjang ku
• everyday im thinking of kissing him
• he drugged me in so many ways
• nak peluk plssssss
• I'm praying daily to ask god to take him off from me
• cant take this anymore