lifeless motionless

i got no feeling, i'm trying to gain my feeling as much as possible, it irritates me badly about my no-feeling-feeling... My therapist asked to see him as often as possible, my feeling graph drop drastically. The shaman who gives spiritual helps is trying his best to help. Ive lost interest in getting to know ppl, attending public function la la la la etc.
My friends is helping too.. good luck to everyone.. Im losing the will to feel :P