Sunday, December 7, 2008

Am I???

turning into a boy, or am I growing penis here, or is he turning into a GIRL??...why eh?? because
I ripped out someone's virginity, I held his hand, I called him sayang, we talked (he called), we went out and smile and snap pic ... and at the end I said, this isn't working out for us, maybe we should stop and think back what have we done to 'ourself' owh yeahhhhhhhhh --- and I've started all over again,

ps:: 100th post!!! weehee wee hoooo

3 comments:

suya said...

surely he doesnt hv balls!and he's soooo gonna hv vahgina soon!blah la lu mamat.hihii

rahmat haron said...

i tot is kinda cool stuff tat u write here...call it poetry..spoken words...is like beatniks literary writings of the old american hippies..ppl like jack kerouac, allen ginsberg...but no this is malaysia..is shocking...yet is very pure, honest and very thrilling...blog is culture...blog is literature

rahmat haron said...

Belief and Technique for Modern Prose by Jack Kerouaca list of thirty "essentials."

1. Scribbled secret notebooks, and wild typewritten pages, for your own joy
2. Submissive to everything, open, listening
3. Try never get drunk outside your own house
4. Be in love with your life
5. Something that you feel will find its own form
6. Be crazy dumbsaint of the mind
7. Blow as deep as you want to blow
8. Write what you want bottomless from bottom of the mind
9. The unspeakable visions of the individual
10. No time for poetry but exactly what is
11. Visionary tics shivering in the chest
12. In tranced fixation dreaming upon object before you
13. Remove literary, grammatical and syntactical inhibition
14. Like Proust be an old teahead of time
15. Telling the true story of the world in interior monolog
16. The jewel center of interest is the eye within the eye
17. Write in recollection and amazement for yrself
18. Work from pithy middle eye out, swimming in language sea
19. Accept loss forever
20. Believe in the holy contour of life
21. Struggle to sketch the flow that already exists intact in mind
22. Don't think of words when you stop but to see picture better
23. Keep track of every day the date emblazoned in yr morning
24. No fear or shame in the dignity of yr experience, language & knowledge
25. Write for the world to read and see yr exact pictures of it
26. Bookmovie is the movie in words, the visual American form
27. In praise of Character in the Bleak inhuman Loneliness
28. Composing wild, undisciplined, pure, coming in from under, crazier the better
29. You're a Genius all the time
30. Writer-Director of Earthly movies Sponsored & Angeled in Heaven